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Mirror Ghost
Mini Me
(9/23/05 10:26 am)
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What should change?
Hi everyone, I'm new to this forum. I would like to ask everyone here what would you change so that life will be worth something? What should and what should not be?
I want to make one thing clear, my purpose is not to prevent anyone from comitting a suicide, everyone has that right, everyone should do whatever they concider right.
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ghost
Mini Me
(9/23/05 1:16 pm)
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Re: What should change?
if i had more confidence and didn't take @#%$ from people...i would feel better
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Exist No
Mister Bigglesworth
(9/24/05 6:40 pm)
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Re: What should change?
If people didn't die everyday. People die everyday, it juts makes life so worthless.
Please listen to Disorder by Joy Division.
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Exist No
Mister Bigglesworth
(9/24/05 6:51 pm)
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The singer of Joy Division killed himself when he was 23, less than a year after that song was recorded on the band's first album. He is dead now, and has been for 25 years. No one knows why he killed himself but the matter is he is still dead whilst the world moves on. Listen to that song and remember that people are dead and they will never exist again.
Edited by: Exist No at: 9/28/05 10:48 am
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Exist No
Mister Bigglesworth
(9/24/05 6:56 pm)
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Re: What should change?

1956 - 1980.
Edited by: Exist No at: 9/28/05 10:48 am
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Exist No
Mister Bigglesworth
(9/24/05 7:08 pm)
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Re: What should change?







Edited by: Exist No at: 9/28/05 10:48 am
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goldengrotesque
Mister Bigglesworth
(9/24/05 10:19 pm)
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Re: What should change?
Well, this post may be confusing to many of you. It's been a while since my last post, plus i'm drunk. Not sure why you have a hard-on over Ian Curtis (Joy Division), but if he, or any other person for that matter, makes you think of suicide your a retard. I had my suicide date set and all the preparations made for a quick and clean death, but some stupid female tried to save me. Since I am a male and have a penis, I figured i'd give this chick a chance to make herself feel good. Nah, just kidding, I just really, REALLY wanted to get laid one last time. But after getting to know her the next day, I realized her life was far more @#%$ up than mine. It made me think... well sorta. It made me realize I care almost nothing for others. It is easy to find companionship, good jobs, friends to drink with and other stuff. I just am really sick of living day after day after drunken day. It's starting to get old. No matter how much I accomplish in life it is all meaningless. Those of you with minimal intelligence will understand what i'm talking about. Then again, maybe this is just a 'vent' letter. My roommate is puking now, thinks he can drink more tequilla than he actually can. Gotta go. Any thoughts from ya'll? Please respond, and no @#%$ responses either. Make me truly think about what you have to say...
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Exist No
Mister Bigglesworth
(9/25/05 5:40 am)
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The fact that Ian Curtis is dead doesn't make me think suicide is some sort of good thing at all. I'm just using his case as an example of someone who is now dead and will never exist again. I'm trying to get the point across that when you're dead, that's it, everything you see, hear and feel will be gone. And, like Ian Curtis, in 25 years time you'll still be dead. When you start to think of death as the ultimate consequence, you're suicidal thoughts start to draw back a little.
joydivision.homestead.com/
Edited by: Exist No at: 9/25/05 7:53 am
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goldengrotesque
Mister Bigglesworth
(9/26/05 9:49 pm)
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That is true, and I apologize if I came across as rude previously. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, obviously. But, after all i've been through, I feel suicide is just the next step. I have realized recently that I do not know how or when I wish to die, but I know I do not want to keep on going through life knowing that there is nothing out there that is meaningful. Maybe I am messed up and have a problem. I feel nothing. I am not scared of anything, because I have no reason to be. If something good or bad happens well then it happens, but I don't care. I do not purposely try to change my life for better or worse, I just go with it. It's like going to the casino, sometimes luck is on your side, other times the timber n i g g e r s take all your money. But what can ya do. Once again, sorry if I upset anyone.
"On a long enought time line, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero."
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Exist No
Mister Bigglesworth
(9/27/05 11:28 am)
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Edited by: Exist No at: 9/28/05 10:47 am
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